yesterday was all out down pour. I woke up only to find out i was super late for my try-outs and that there's no possible way to get there faster. What's more embarrassing is my friend counted on me yesterday coz i have our things for play, im so messed up. Luckily the event was moved today at noon, and if you may ask why i'm here typing this incident now?well that's because i decided to play out of the university instead, no need to gain our university's name, i just wanna play and that's what counts. Furhtermore, i am sick cause after playing almost the whole day yesterday, i got soaked in rain and i guess its bad for your body..

everything just went wrong yesterday, i woke up late, the try-outs got cancelled, later i discovered the things i brought for play was all jammed up and didn't match at all (sa sobrang pagmamadali) like i brought 2 different kinds of right foot rubbershoes which i couldn't use at all!!, the money i withdrawn from my atm disappeared (that was supposed to be used to buy a gift for my friend's birthday, luckily my friend lent me some cash...), it rained most of the time, my bf made me cry again, and i got scolded for coming home so late burning with fever... sigh

okaaaay, why did he made me cry? its not that big of an issue but with me and the situation as it is, its a big deal for me i guess...I went to the university to check up on him even though i'm so tired and not feeling so well, then i sent him a message to meet me up near their gym... wala naman kasi siyang ginagawa nun, hinihintay lang daw niya ang $#%!!& coach niya, and liit na lang ng distansiya namin bakit kahit magpakita manlang siya sakin di niya magawa?i travelled for almost two hours just to see him, but what did he do? ako na nga lumalapit eh, but still ganito? nagsinungaling pa tlga siya sakin about his whereabouts and why didn't he come....

luckily i was confined within the walls of my friend's car.... nagulat nalang siya tumutulo na luha ko...tsk.

ano na ba talaga? pagod na din ako eh, ano pa ba gagawin ko?